To answer this question, it takes a certain level of self awareness. Think of the entirety of what you know, both the positive and negative. Think about the juxtaposition of polarity, and retrospect to yourself, moving either up or down in your spiritual journey.

What do all those lifetimes you’ve lived add up to? What role or character do you continually play in these lives? In this questioning lies your answer.

To myself, I asked this question while standing in front of the mirror. Your reflection cannot lie. Your physical form too is representative to your own continuation here. And I see my role here as the healer and the rule breaker. I am someone who revels in pushing the limits of thought and imagination with regards to ones own spirit. Jokingly, I had told myself that I would be that one soul that would be kicked out of both Heaven and Hell. “Sir you are being excused for being an asshole… again.”

If you could poke holes into this reality and see what’s behind the other doors, would you? I do.

There are four doors to your localized reality. The first one is through your eyes. The optic nerves reach far into the back of your brain. This is the Mail Box. Tapping into this allows for expansion, or rather, having another set of eyes. The second door is through the heart chakra. And if done correctly, you go through the first door to reach the second. The third door is through your over-soul which is the true version of who you are. The human body is merely an extension of this over-soul. It is the eternal you. With intention you connect with it and have a convergence of sorts, much like an eclipse. -See where this takes you, the unfolding is a slow process. The forth gateway (door) comes forth though sexual union when both souls open up completely. Here, the first, second, and third chakras open and the serpent energy leaves its cave and ascends with gratitude.

Which path are you going to take? The choice is yours. God’s given you the free will to choose. Just remember that everything effects everything in your version of reality. Here in this universe you are an expression of polarity, the positive and the negative. You cannot be just one thing here. Embrace it.

Author Craig Lefebvre